Do you know the feeling of being stuck between a rock and a hard place and not knowing how to get out? You do? Well, so you can possibly imagine how I’m feeling right now.

It’s New Year’s Eve today and I can’t decide whether or not to go with my parents and visit our friends. On the one hand I really want to go, because of Felix, but on the other hand I absolutely don’t want to go, because of Felix.

As a matter of fact, everything’s changed these weeks. I still don’t want to believe it, but whenever I see him there’s a strange feeling... No, I don’t say the word now, I’ll never say it!