You have to understand.
I was shy.
Eighteen.
And so in love I was ready to give up everything.
Only he wouldn't let me.
He broke my heart.
Pushed me away.
Now he's back.
He's a rock star, a bad boy, a total egomaniac, a tattoo covered rock god with naked women begging for his attention.
He has platinum albums, money, fame.
Everybody wants a piece of him.
Everyone but me.
Been there, done that.
My heart shattered into a million pieces when he left.
I'm still broken on the inside.
I loved him.
I trusted him.
And he ruined me.
Only a complete idiot would let him get close.
But when he touches me,
I melt.
My heart races.
I crave him.
Guess I'm not that smart after all.