When Sten’s life once again collapses and turns into a big chaos – well, then he doesn’t want it anymore.

Once again, he is let down, when Rickard has to move home to his new foster family. They live in Karlstad, have a motorboat, and love to water ski.

Sten also misses Amir very much. He cries himself to sleep several nights in a row.

He thinks of runaway to him, but regrets it after he has problems with the train attendant on the train. And he has to turn back to Örebro.

Instead, he chooses to be driven to visit Amir. But even now he regrets it. Because everything with him means more tears.

No, he can’t mentally bear to go to Amir and be sad, because the time with him will be too short.

And once again he finds comfort in the ponies. They like to get hugs and they are always kind.

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