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The Girl I Was Before

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Iā€™m the selfish one. I suppose thatā€™s the nicest thing people say about me. Iā€™ve heard the other things, too. ā€œPaige Owens is a pretty girl with nothing else to offer. Sheā€™s just a good time at a party. Sheā€™s stupid, heartless, cold and useless. All she cares about is getting a guy to look at her. Why would anyone want to be her friend?ā€

Some of those things are true. Others were true. Theyā€™re all hurtful.

None of it matters.

Iā€™m ready to make the hard choices. Iā€™m ready to face the consequences. Iā€™m ready to be the girl I was before, and Iā€™m done being the one who lost her way.

Iā€™m ready to become the girl Houston Orr sees when he looks at me.

Houston isnā€™t a star athlete. He doesnā€™t play in a band. Heā€™s never going to be president, and his life is so far away from simple and easy it isnā€™t even funny.

He wasnā€™t part of my plan. But Iā€™m starting to think plans are overrated, and maybe our stories are what we make them. And mine depends entirely on me, and the choices I makeā€¦starting now.

Houston is my fairytale. Heā€™s perfectly imperfect. Heā€™s poetry and life. Heā€™s truth and heartbreak, all rolled up in a tall body with dark hair, broad shoulders and green eyes that lull me into submission. Heā€™s nothing I ever thought I wanted, but the very thing I need. Heā€™s the only guy Iā€™ve ever really loved, and he thinks Iā€™m a princess. I fell into him, and now Iā€™m holding on.

But sometimes life takes away our ability to choose. Sometimesā€¦things arenā€™t in your control. Sometimes, it hurts to be selfless. My only hope is that when it comes time to choose, I get it right.

Welcome to my once upon a time and wish for happily ever after.

*This is book 3 in the Falling Series. Each book can be read or heard as a standalone and will focus on a different couple.