Sheās just temporary, a momentary blip in my life. Although I have to admit sheās quite attractive, as far as blips go. Sheās also the first person my son has ever actually liked, which has to count for something. New plan: I will notā¦ let myself get too attached to the nanny. Iāve always been the kind of man to keep my plans flexible. Adaptation is key. Just like Iāve had to adapt to having a beautiful woman waiting for me when I get home every nightātemporarily, of course. My son deserves better than temporary. And I wonāt dangle the prospect of a happy, complete family in front of him when I know the relationship wouldnāt last. Beneath the innocent big doe eyes and the charming awkwardness, the nanny would turn out like the rest. Sheād find some reason to leave. They all do. So Iāll make one final amendment to the plan. Yes, I may think inappropriate thoughts about the nanny and get attached to the nanny, but I will not fall for the nanny. And if I do, I will deny it until my cold dead heart freezes over.