I fell in love with a redheaded boy, a boy who was kind and goodāuntil he wasnāt. He broke my heart once, twiceā¦Iāve lost count. Like a dark god, he haunts me. He smells like smoke and cinnamon, with danger seeping from every pore. He is my savior, my lover, exciting and addictive. I shouldāve seen it coming. Never trust a Disciple. You have to sell your soul to the devil to get one to love you. I would. I did. My name is Dolores Dunghart, and I might have done the unforgivable. I donāt care if you judge meā¦Iāve judged myself. But this is how we live. And this is our love story: Edge and Dolly forever.