Sheās his nanny and his close friend. He shouldnāt be thinking about her that wayā¦ Adrian In the year since I lost my wife in childbirth, Iāve been all about survival as I adapt to life as a single dad to our son. Thatās especially true after my mother-in-law also died suddenly. Life has been way more than I can handle, but somehow Iām getting by, thanks mostly to the Wild Widows, a group of fellow travelers who make me feel less alone with my grief. They encourage me to hire fellow Wild Widow Wynter as my nanny, and thatās been working out great, until two things happenāshe and my son go missing, and when theyāre found safe, I realize my feelings for her are anything but platonic. Wynter I cannot be feeling this way about my employer. Heās entrusted me to take care of the most important person in his life, and I nearly screwed that up epically. After the big scare we had, I should be giving Xavier my undivided attention, which I do until his daddy is in the room. All I see is him. Then I catch Adrian having sex, and now all I can think about what it would be like to be with him that way. Heās my boss, my close friend and we share many mutual friends. A mess between us would be devastating, and not just to us, so I need to avoid that at all costs. Iāve got enough on my plate managing my grief for my late husband. I donāt need the complication that could come with Adrian. If only I hadnāt seen him nakedā¦