I never meant to keep this secret for so long. I also never meant for this secret to twist and bend into something . . . more.

Suffering from an insatiable hero complex has been a real issue, which might explain my need to keep Oli close. It might explain why I wanted nothing more than to help him. What it doesn't explain is my attraction, which grows more with every day that passes.

Being his friend has made me question everything about myself whilst simultaneously opening my eyes to the beautiful heart he hides behind layers of impenetrable armor.

I should put a stop to it all. I should come clean. Every moment we spend together puts my band and friendships at risk.

That's what happens when you walk hand in hand with a strange lad . . .

You never want to let go.

Contains mature themes.