After making the biggest mistake of her life, Olivia wasnât comfortable anywhere â ever. Except in her dreams. Is he really real? For so many years, Iâve wondered if I imagined him. Iâve lived too many years in fear of never being free. It wasnât even about happiness. Everyone always asks, âAre you happy?â Does anyone really want happiness? We all just want to be able to breathe. We all just want to be comfortable in our own skin. I was completely comfortable in mine, until I married Christopher Brewer. After making the biggest mistake of my life, I wasnât comfortable anywhere, ever. Well, except in my dreams. Rarely do you find a book that deals with alcoholism/addiction and a fantasy element.