Search
Log in
  • Home

  • Categories

  • Audiobooks

  • E-books

  • Magazines

  • For kids

  • Top lists

  • Help

  • Download app

  • Use campaign code

  • Redeem gift card

  • Try free now
  • Log in
  • Language

    🇧🇪 Belgique

    • FR
    • EN

    🇩🇰 Danmark

    • DK
    • EN

    🇩🇪 Deutschland

    • DE
    • EN

    🇪🇸 España

    • ES
    • EN

    🇫🇷 France

    • FR
    • EN

    🇳🇱 Nederland

    • NL
    • EN

    🇳🇴 Norge

    • NO
    • EN

    🇦🇹 Österreich

    • AT
    • EN

    🇨🇭 Schweiz

    • DE
    • EN

    🇫🇮 Suomi

    • FI
    • EN

    🇸🇪 Sverige

    • SE
    • EN
  1. Books
  2. Fiction
  3. Contemporary fiction

Read and listen for free for 30 days!

Cancel anytime

Try free now
3.3(3)

If I Die Tonight : A Novel

Reminiscent of the bestsellers of Laura Lippman and Harlan Coben—with a dose of Big Little Lies or Stranger Things—an absorbing, addictive tale of psychological suspense from the author of the highly acclaimed and Edgar Award-nominated What Remains of Me and the USA Today bestselling and Shamus Award-winning Brenna Spector series, in which a seemingly open-and-shut police case with a clear-cut hero and villain turns out to be anything but simple.

Late one night in the quiet Hudson Valley town of Havenkill, a distraught woman stumbles into the police station—and lives are changed forever.

Aimee En, once a darling of the ’80s pop music scene, claims that a teenage boy stole her car, then ran over another young man who'd rushed to help.

As Liam Miller’s life hangs in the balance, the events of that fateful night begin to come into focus. But is everything as it seems?

The case quickly consumes social media, transforming Liam, a local high school football star, into a folk hero, and the suspect, a high school outcast named Wade Reed, into a depraved would-be killer. But is Wade really guilty? And if he isn't, why won't he talk?

Told from a kaleidoscope of viewpoints—Wade's mother Jackie, his younger brother Connor, Aimee En and Pearl Maze, a young police officer with a tragic past, If I Die Tonight is a story of family ties and dark secrets—and the lengths we'll go to protect ourselves.


Author:

  • Alison Gaylin

Narrator:

  • Cassandra Campbell

Format:

  • Audiobook

Duration:

  • 11 h 24 min

Language:

English

Categories:

  • Fiction
  • Contemporary fiction

More by Alison Gaylin

Skip the list
  1. We Are Watching : A Novel

    Alison Gaylin

    audiobook
  2. Robert B Parker's Buzz Kill

    Alison Gaylin

    book
  3. Robert B. Parker's Bad Influence

    Alison Gaylin

    book
  4. The Collective : A Novel

    Alison Gaylin

    audiobook
  5. Never Look Back : A Novel

    Alison Gaylin

    audiobook
  6. Mystery Tribune / Issue Nº5

    Mickey Spillane, Rob Hart, Todd Robinson, Max Allan Collins, Frank Diamond, Nels Hanson, Lynn Kostoff, Charles Roland, Megan Abbott, Alison Gaylin

    book
  7. What Remains of Me : A Novel

    Alison Gaylin

    audiobook
  8. Stay With Me : A Brenna Spector Novel of Suspense

    Alison Gaylin

    audiobook
  9. Reality Ends Here

    Alison Gaylin

    book
  10. Into the Dark : A Novel of Suspense

    Alison Gaylin

    audiobook

  • 11 books

    Alison Gaylin

    Alison Gaylin is a journalist and author of six novels: the Edgar Award-nominated Hide Your Eyes, You Kill Me, Trashed, Heartless, And She Was and Into the Dark. Reality Ends Here is her first young adult novel.

    Read more

Help and contact


About us

  • Our story
  • Career
  • Press
  • Accessibility
  • Nextory One
  • Partner with us
  • Investor relations
  • Instagram
  • Facebook

Explore

  • Categories
  • Audiobooks
  • E-books
  • Magazines
  • For kids
  • Top lists

Popular categories

  • Crime
  • Biographies and reportage
  • Fiction
  • Feel-good and romance
  • Personal development
  • Children's books
  • True stories
  • Sleep and relaxation

Nextory

Copyright © 2025 Nextory AB

Privacy Policy · Terms ·
Excellent4.3 out of 5