This is my journal based on my spiritual journey going inwards then coming out. This is not the truth just my truth, because the truth is your own. I write about letting go so that we can become who we are supposed to be. We all have the opportunity to become our greatest selves. There is a hidden power within all of us, potential energy waiting to be unlocked.
My past experiences created many obstacles and challenges. I was bullied used and abused, I also hurt others too. I thought that I could bury my hurt feelings deep inside while I continued to live my life. I used to be full of ignored insecurities, regret, shame, and resentments.
In 2011 I was somehow pulled into chakras, yoga, and tai chi practices. I had no idea where spirit was moving me. I have come to realize that I spent most of my life sleeping, this was an eerie feeling. I thought I knew who I was; I saw how my life was just a lie.
I needed to challenge my old perception of myself and the outside world.
I found myself experiencing higher consciousness as I journeyed deeper internally, inner awareness showed my external reality was all an illusion, and that the only thing that is true is what is within. I continued my quest because I wanted to experience spiritual enlightenment.