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Lennox Hills

Never Better... Thanks

When I envisioned the life that I wanted for myself, I pictured myself sitting in a rocking chair in the nursery me

and my husband had spent months designing. I pictured looking down at a baby that resembled the both of us,

and thanking God that he chose me to be their mother.

My reality was that I was staring down at another negative pregnancy test and realizing the possibility that I

had failed another cycle of IVF, alone.

There was no husband here to comfort me, or a nursery that I could sit and sob in. Each time that one line

appeared, a small piece of me always died inside. It was like the plastic test was determining my future. My

fate. Letting me know I wasn’t worthy of giving life. Becoming the one thing I had always wanted to become: a

mother.

After taking this failed pregnancy test, I had to tie my scrubs, plaster a smile on my face and go out there and

care for my patients. So, when someone smiled and asked me the dreaded question… How are you? I always

smiled, though dying on the inside, and responded with, Never better… thanks.


Author:

  • Jahquel J. J

Narrators:

  • Staci Mitchell
  • Ace Bentley

Series:

  • Volume 3 in Lennox Hills

Format:

  • Audiobook

Duration:

  • 15 h 3 min

Language:

English


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