Benjamin is a diaperlover. That's what people who have a diaper fetish call themselves. He can't remember it ever being any other way. For as long as he can remember, he has been attracted to diapers. At the age of 20, he develops depression and suffers from panic attacks. He seeks psychotherapeutic treatment, but keeps the secret of his fetish to himself. His condition does not improve until he is fifty, and so he finally allows himself to think that the fetish and the illness might be related. So he decides to reveal his secret. Will he be able to finally accept himself after fifty years? Will his life improve as a result?