Do you know the feeling of being stuck between a rock and a hard place and not knowing how to get out? You do? Well, so you can possibly imagine how Iām feeling right now.
Itās New Yearās Eve today and I canāt decide whether or not to go with my parents and visit our friends. On the one hand I really want to go, because of Felix, but on the other hand I absolutely donāt want to go, because of Felix.
As a matter of fact, everythingās changed these weeks. I still donāt want to believe it, but whenever I see him thereās a strange feeling... No, I donāt say the word now, Iāll never say it!