In No One to Wake, Marilyn C. OâLeary shares "a bouquet of mourning" the death of her husband of 50 years. This audiobook of poetry is beyond beautiful. And one neednât have been married for 50 years, or married at all, to feel softly wrapped in the understanding of how it feels to lose someone you love deeply. Both pain and transcendence are painted in her poems, plus the naturalness and magic of death itself: "...you took your leave breathing like a fish, swimming out into an ocean of darkness and love." She also addresses the guilty urge to look back and question whether she did enough, whether she was enough: "The recipe for my life had ingredients you didnât like," and then acknowledges that "our relationship was whole."
And then thereâs the need to go on. She recognizes the "freedom" that comes from loss; "sadness an opening...[to] find yourself unwrapped. I could do anything, be anything, go anywhere," she writes, "[but] what if it wasnât you who kept me tethered? In this audiobook, OâLeary takes us from the dark folds of anguish where weâre sometimes drawn towards death ourselves, to the realization that "the answer to all is Life."