If you had millions of people look up to you and wanting to be like you, would you tell them how broken you really are?

I'm a beauty and fashion influencer with millions of fans and admirers. Sadly, my love life is catastrophic as the men I attract are either married, addicts, cheating bastards, closeted gay guys, or self-centered billionaires.

Now, I've come to Indonesia, to help my brother, Maximum, who works with orphans. He says I depend too much on material things and that my time here will give me a new perspective on life.

My highlight so far has been meeting Noah Parker, a carefree surfer from Norway who is the exact type of man I usually avoid. He's got no style or connections, and worst of all, he oozes sexual confidence which makes me nervous. He might be the perfect candidate to help me break my negative pattern, but what will happen if he learns how broken I really am?

Contains mature themes.

If you had millions of people look up to you and wanting to be like you, would you tell them how broken you really are?

I'm a beauty and fashion influencer with millions of fans and admirers. Sadly, my love life is catastrophic as the men I attract are either married, addicts, cheating bastards, closeted gay guys, or self-centered billionaires.

Now, I've come to Indonesia, to help my brother, Maximum, who works with orphans. He says I depend too much on material things and that my time here will give me a new perspective on life.

My highlight so far has been meeting Noah Parker, a carefree surfer from Norway who is the exact type of man I usually avoid. He's got no style or connections, and worst of all, he oozes sexual confidence which makes me nervous. He might be the perfect candidate to help me break my negative pattern, but what will happen if he learns how broken I really am?

Contains mature themes.